It's 2:11 AM and I can't sleep, so might as well blog right?
So basically, I think that I've lost my party social skills. I think I've been out of the game for so long I've forgotten how to act at a party, and the fact that I don't drink is definitely a big part of why I feel out of place. It's weird because everyone there is my friend, yet for some reason I still feel socially retarded. In any other setting where everyone's not drunk, I have absolutely no problem, but all of a sudden when it's time to party, as weird as it may sound, I get bored. All my hyperness goes right out the window, and to be honest I think it just might be because I'm just over this whole scene in general. The only reason why I go is really just to see all my friends; because really, kickbacks/parties are just about the only time when almost all your friends from different schools and cities show up just to have a good time. Sure, I mingle and whatnot, but it's not like how it used to be. I remember before I'd get drunk, socialize with almost everyone there, and walk away at the end of the night with at least five new friends. What do I do now? I go, mingle for most of the time, get bored, and end up leaving early. Idk, it's weird. I don't really know what to make of it, whether it's a good thing or a bad thing, but so be it.
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